Tuesday. (Not Friday)

Today, I feel angry and somewhat helpless.

But. Work still needs to be done.

Hence, time to tool!

2011

So, I came back to this blog and realized that I had no posts in the year 2011. I wish I could say that that was the motivation behind writing this entry, but really, I'm punting doing maths (yes, maths. NOT math). Honestly, I think my life is good. A lot of kids are stressing about their college lives, coursework, social scene, work, etc. I'm not. Maybe it's because alcohol, drugs, substance abuse don't really appeal to me. Maybe it's because I'm not particularly into making new friends or going on a hookup spree at the moment. Actually, those things have never really appealed to me. I think I had a lot of emotional moments in 2010, but I am happy to report that I am relatively stable! I have just been spending my time punting classes and learning material that I actually have interest in. Sometimes, the going has been hard, but there's something so awesome in that moment where you dig deeper into some subject matter and it's like bam bam bam - the universe just becomes that much more freaking amazing! Often, I feel so stupid and small, but that always drives me to learn more, ask more questions, etc. so life is GOOD. and life has been KIND to me. I only hope that this will last.